Ever seen a flatter foot? This was the beginning of my PTTD surgery journey...

Ever seen a flatter foot?  This was the beginning of my PTTD surgery journey...
Left Foot Pre-Surgery X-ray: Ankle with heel valgus and flatfoot deformity
Showing posts with label Left Ankle Collapse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Left Ankle Collapse. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!


*Left: 1 year surgery anniversary*

31,536,000 seconds
535,600 minutes
8,760 hours
365 days
52 weeks
1 year!!!

I am 1 whole year post my left foot reconstruction surgery.  My left foot and I have made it to our first anniversary.  Our lovely relationship has had its fair share of ups and downs, but I am happy to report that I am doing much better than I was pre-surgery.

All of the pain, suffering, struggling, tears, worrying, time, and hard work was absolutely worth it for where I am today.

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My Day

I stayed up late last night tossing and turning in excitement for this day to come.  I had a bundle of emotions swirling inside of me.  To be honest, I'm in shock to be here, to have survived 365 days of the recovery from this surgery, not to mention my other surgery thrown in halfway and the major life changes that I went through this year.

When I woke up for work, I couldn't figure out what to wear.  This was such a big personal day for me.  How does a survivor, rather CHAMPION dress?  Generally, during the snoozing game I play with my alarm clock, I envision my outfits daily, before getting out of bed, every piece, down to the shoes, and even the jewelry.  Today, I was stumped...

I finally put together a mega fierce outfit, to represent the battle that I have been fighting.  I wore my tiger-striped blazer, ready to "Roar" as in the Katy Perry song.  And...I also wore some baby wedges, Clarks as usual, for the first time to work.

I had two classes to teach.  In the back of my mind, the whole time I was teaching, I was thinking of how far I have come and how my new students and colleagues really have no idea of the depth of my struggles over the past year.  Now I can blend in...

The first thing people notice about me now is ME, NOT my weird footwear (boots, casts, braces, tennis shoes, old lady flats), NOT my assistive devices (wheelchair, walker, crutches), NOT my irregular gait, and due to the wonderful winter season and the invention of tights, NOT my scars!

After my first class was over, I was thrilled to be ABLE to walk across campus to teach my second class, and walk back at its conclusion.  That trek is all uphill and includes many many stairs (See my former post in December 2013 about walking across campus for the first time).

After work, I went for my first swim since the winter holiday break.  I was a little sluggish from being out of the pool a few weeks, but happy to be back at work on my ultimate goal of regaining my fitness, and of course, running again.

One of my colleagues and dear friends, who also trains with me, forced me to go out after for dinner and drinks.  She refused to not let me celebrate this day.  I can't thank her enough for making me pause to really take in how far I have come over the past year.

What are the highlights?

~ I SURVIVED 2 complete ankle reconstruction surgeries, which left me with 9 scars, 4 titanium screws, and 1 pin between my feet

~I LEARNED how to walk again from scratch, not once...but twice!

~I successfully COMPLETED my dissertation study, wrote it up, defended it, and GRADUATED with a PhD in Exercise Physiology, in a mere 3 absolutely insane years...and by the age of 26

~I LANDED my first full-time faculty position, and first "real" job after a 7 year college career

~I PICKED my life up and MOVED from the only place I have known in my adult life to return to my home state (and where my family lives) for my new job

~ I got PROMOTED to a Tenure-Track Assistant Professor faculty position

~ I FOUGHT tooth and nail through 8-months of physical therapy to finally get RELEASED from rehab "jail"

~I RE-GAINED the ability to swim, bike, walk/jog, and go to the gym for fitness, not just for rehab



How are my feet?

1) They are looking A LOT straighter from behind with normal arches


Left Foot

Left picture: pre-surgery

Right picture: 1 year post
Right Foot
Left picture: pre-surgery
Right picture: 7 months post

2) My scars are becoming lighter, softer, and more skin-like overall

Left Foot (1 year post)
 tendon transfer scar

Left Foot (1 year post)
 calcaneal osteotomy heel screw scar

Left Foot (1 year post)
 gastrocnemius recession/achilles lengthening scar

Left Foot (1 year post)
 lateral column lengthening and calcaneal osteotomy scars
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Right Foot (7 months post)
 calcaneal osteotomy heel screw scar

Right Foot (7 months post)
 gastrocnemius recession/achilles lengthening scar

Right Foot (7 months post)
 lateral column lengthening and calcaneal osteotomy scars

3) I can perform all activities of daily living without assistive devices, braces/tennis shoes, or chairs, including walking with a normal gait, going up and down stairs, standing for cooking, and shopping for hours, with minimal pain and soreness.  (I did keep my shower bench because my feet are tired at the end of the day, which is when I typically take my showers)

4) I can do double-legged heel raises, and can put some space between the ground and my heels on the single-legged heel raises, but can't complete full raises yet.


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Reflection

I feel at peace and whole again.

And...



And, my biggest piece of advice for others and my key to success:

Believe you can succeed, put in the work, and never, NEVER, EVER quit, because...




The fight for my dream of running again continues...

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Surgery Procedure Details and Soft Cast Photo

My surgeon reported that the surgery went really well and that he had to do every single one of of the proposed procedures.

My Surgery Procedures

Left hindfoot posterior tibial tendon debridement and tenolysis (cut out the bad portion of the tendon and clean up the remaining tendon)



Flexor digitorum longus tendon transfer (transfer the tendon that flexes the little toes to the posterior tibial tendon site)




Medial displacing calcaneal osteotomy (saw off my heel bone and reattach it to the correct position with a titanium screw through my heel)



Lateral column calcaneal lengthening with allograft wedge bone grafting (add an extra bone to assist with rebuilding a normal arch)




Gastrocnemius recession (lengthen my calf and achilles tendon)

Autogenous platelet rich plasma treatment (harvest some of my blood, spin it down to concentrate the platelets, and inject it into my newly transferred tendon to promote tissue regeneration and faster recovery)

My post-surgery soft cast



I have been lugging this heavy surgical dressing around since the surgery.  I do not get to switch it out for a hard cast until Monday, January 28th at my first post-op appointment.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Surgery Day

Today, I am 12 days post-op and I finally feel good enough to return to posting.  I will be recapping the last two weeks in the next few posts. I adjusted the dates to reflect the days that I would have published the posts, had I been able.

Now on to my SURGERY experience!

On Tuesday morning, January 15th, 2013, I reported to the hospital just after 8 am.  I was informed that the surgery before mine had been cancelled, so my surgery got pushed up. Luckily, this made me the first surgery of the day for my surgeon.

After giving away a precious amount of blood for yet another pre-op blood test and my IV being painfully inserted, my bed was rolled to the pre-op staging area.  My surgeon came by for a visit and initialed on my left (surgery) leg.  I also had a consult with the anesthesiologist.

A few minutes later, it was time for what they call a "time-out."  I said goodbye to my Mom, and the next thing I remember is the recovery room.  I had been put under temporary anesthesia, given a nerve block, and then wheeled to the surgery room where I was put under general anesthesia for the surgery.

According to my mother, the surgery only took an hour and a half!  This is really fast for all of the procedures that I had done, but my orthopedic surgeon is very experienced and my case was not complicated by things like old age, arthritic conditions, extensive degeneration, obesity, etc.

When I woke up in the recovery room (around 12 pm), the first thing I remember the doctor/nurse asking me is to wiggle my toes on my surgery foot.  Much to everyone's surprise, I was able to do it.  Since I had been given a nerve block, all sensation and pain should have been blocked for 16-24 hrs after my surgery. When I was able to wiggle my toes, I immediately knew that this meant bad news for me and the pain I would be experiencing.

The next thing I remember is crying due to the excruciating pain I was feeling in my heel.  Of course, it had just been sawed off and repositioned with a titanium screw drilled down the center.  They shot some medicine into my IV and put an ice pack under my heel.  If the nerve block would have worked, I wouldn't have been feeling any pain at this point.

They then curiously inquired about my age, level of fitness, and what sport had caused the injury.  I blurted out marathons....running marathons got me here.  They wanted this information because my resting heart rate was hovering around 115 bpm.  This is extremely high for someone my age (25) and for my level of fitness, which meant I was experiencing tachycardia (high HR).

I ended up staying in the recovery area for several hours because the hospital was really booked that day, and they couldn't find me a room to go to.  So much for all of those pre-planning appointments. Around 3 pm, I was finally wheeled to a room.

By 5 pm that day, I had already been visited by just about everyone that works at the hospital (nurses, doctors, physician assistants, hospital coordinators, social workers, PT, etc).  All I wanted to do was sleep...and I was hungry.  I hadn't eaten anything since midnight the night before.

The physical therapists (PT) came and required me to do a few leg exercises and to crutch a short distance down the hallway and back to my room.  They were surprised that I could get out of bed, stand up, and crutch all on my own.  I reminded them that having one ankle out of the game did not affect the strength in the rest of my body.

The rest of the day, I remained in a state of high pain (approximately 9 out of 10).  No matter how many "breakthrough" pain shots of dilaudid (hydromorphine) or how many times I pressed the button for the pain drip (same drug), nothing could take my pain level down.

The first night was rough as well.  I was only able to get between 30-45 mins of sleep at a time.  In addition to dealing with the pain, all of the IV fluids and liquids they had me drinking caused me to go to the bathroom 16 times between 10:30 pm and 6 am.  Since I was hooked up to the IV pole and I needed both of my hands for my crutches, I had to call the nurse to help me to the bathroom every time!  She was really nice, so I got lucky.

Monday, January 14, 2013

Surgery Eve...

So here we are...the eve of my ankle reconstruction surgery.  I got a call from the hospital this afternoon assigning my surgery arrival time of 8:30 am tomorrow, Tuesday, January 15th.

8 months of suffering from this nagging running injury will all be over tomorrow.  Unfortunately, it will be much worse recovering from the surgery and having to re-learn how to walk again, but the surgery gives me hope.  I will definitely be able to return to a moderately active lifestyle and hey, I may even be able to run again.  I try to stay focused on what my life could look like a year from now: being able to start each day without having to figure out how to complete my daily schedule with the least amount of walking and standing, not having to match my professional clothes to tennis shoes, returning to competing in triathlons, and having elite level fitness.

Surgery Procedures

Left hindfoot posterior tibial tendon debridement and repair (cut out the bad portion of the tendon)

Flexor digitorum longus tendon transfer (transfer the tendon that flexes the little toes to the posterior tibial tendon site)

Medial displacement calcaneal osteotomy (saw off my heel bone and reattach it to the correct position with a titanium screw through my heel)

Autogenous platelet rich plasma treatment (harvest some of my blood, spin it down to concentrate the platelets, and inject it into my newly transferred tendon to promote tissue regeneration and faster recovery)

Possible: gastrocnemius recession (lengthen my calf), lateral column lengthening (add an extra bone to assist with rebuilding a normal arch)

Wish me luck!

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I gotta go.  Final surgery prep is calling my name.  I have to shower with sterile soap and go stuff as much food and water in until midnight, because I won't be able to eat or drink after that.


Sunday, January 13, 2013

What the heck is PTTD and why do I need surgery?

PTTD Defined

PTTD stands for posterior tibial tendon disorder/dysfunction.  The posterior tibial tendon provides stability and support for the arch of the foot.  When the tendon gets inflamed or torn, the entire arch structure can be compromised, resulting in a flat foot deformity. 

Minor cases may be treated with orthotics, braces, periods of rest (stabilized in walking boots or casts), and physical therapy.  More severe cases require surgery.  

Want more information? -->  Ortho Info



My Case

April 2012-  The first sign was unusual swelling of my ankle about 8 hours post a 12 mile long run.  I was about 4 weeks out from running a full marathon and I was 2 weeks away from running a half marathon.  I rested my ankle for the remaining weeks up to the marathon, while diligently icing, compressing, and elevating. Being the athlete that I am, there was no way that I was going to pull myself out of my upcoming half marathon for a little ankle pain.  Oh how hindsight is 20/20.

April 29th, 2012- My last running race, a half marathon (13.1 miles).  I woke up at 4 am on race morning to the sound of heavy rain.  I refused to let my ankle or the weather stop me from running this race.  This was the moment that I knew that I was a "real" runner, because I was ready to run rain or shine.  I was hopeful that the rain would stop at some point, but it rained the ENTIRE race.  I finished the race and literally collapsed at the end, after setting a PR, of course.  Some of my tri friends have a saying, "PR or ER." I accomplished both with this race.   Minutes after I finished the race, I experienced a rush of pain in my ankle while checking the computers for my race time, and then out of nowhere, my ankle gave out and I was on the ground.  The EMT/Firefighters had to carry me over to a table to check out my ankle.  Since I wasn't able to put any pressure on my foot, I ended up getting a thrilling ride to my car on the emergency vehicle.  When I returned to my apartment, I literally ended up crawling around the rest of the day because my ankle would simply not function.  Of course I had a million things to do the next day (a Monday), so luckily I was able to rent a pair of crutches from my health center.  

May 2012-  After a few days of crutching around, I knew that there was something really wrong with my ankle.  Even as the post-race swelling went down, putting pressure on my ankle was really painful.  I went to an urgent care hospital for some X-rays.  At the time, the doctor was really stunned as to what could be wrong with me, but he did suspect an accessory navicular bone.  They sent me home with crutches I could keep, yay!  I returned the rental crutches the next day, and convinced the health center to prescribe me a walking boot.  After 5 days, I had already had enough of those stinking crutches.  Both the health center doctors and the urgent care doctor recommended I see an orthopedic surgeon for more clarity.  

I had to wait 2 weeks before I could get an appointment.  These two weeks were the absolute worst.  Since I didn't know what was wrong, I did absolutely no exercise out of fear of injuring my ankle further.  I went from running ~40 miles a week with additional spinning and lifting workouts as cross-training to NOTHING.  When I finally got to see an orthopedic surgeon, he took more X-rays and concluded that I didn't have an accessory navicular bone.  He theorized that I likely had a few hairline fractures and a badly inflamed posterior tibial tendon.  He wanted me to spend an additional month in the boot. :/  The good news was that he did permit me to swim and bike for fitness.  Being that I hadn't done either since probably middle school, I had a lot to learn!  

June 2012-  I had a follow-up appointment with my orthopedic surgeon.  He looked at my ankle and was happy with the progress.  After 6 weeks, he freed me from the jail sentence with my boot and approved me to slowly return to running.  He recommended I run a block, walk a block, until I felt comfortable running again.  After the boot, my ankle felt much better than it did when I initially injured it, but deep down inside, I knew something still wasn't right.  I did feel like if I really slowly returned to running that I would be alright.  

For the rest of the summer, I focused primarily on swimming and biking, but I did try to run/walk approximately 20 mins, 3 times per week.  At this point, I was hooked on the combination of the three sports.  I decided that there was no better time to convert my training identity as a runner to a triathlete.  I invested in the right gear, and signed up for my first race .

August 2012- School started again.  I am a graduate student and that meant that my daily activity increased exponentially from the summer.  Bad news for my tendon.

September 9th, 2012-  My first triathlon!  It was a sprint distance (400m swim, 10 mile bike, 3.1 mile run).  I had an absolute blast!  My ankle didn't bother me too much, but I also did not push myself during the run portion.  After this experience, there was no question that I was born to compete in triathlons (hence my pen name).  I was smiling ear to ear every minute of the race.  Of all the running races I have completed, I can not list one that I had that much joy doing.

Rest of September 2012- Since I had some residual tingling and pain up the posterior tibial tendon, I decided to schedule a follow-up appointment with my orthopedic surgeon.  He checked out my ankle, and out of nowhere, he told me that I would never be able to run again!  Soon after, I found myself balling tears in his office.  I could not believe that what I thought was a minor ankle injury could take me out of not only running, but my newfound love, triathlons, FOREVER!  I was in absolute shock and disbelief.  He wanted me to get an MRI to confirm and come back and see him in a couple of weeks.  In the meantime, he prescribed me another 6-week sentence in the boot.  

The MRI results were inconclusive at best.  I had mild inflammation of the posterior tibial tendon and some partial tears around my ankle.  Much to our surprise, my MRI also revealed a cartilage tear.  He gave me two options.  He said that I could get a cortisone shot and see if that helps or finish my boot sentence and see if it gets better on its own.  I chose the boot sentence, because I didn't want to risk the shot compromising the integrity of my tendon.

October 2012- Immediately after being told that I would never run again due to this injury, I did hours and hours of research on this condition and what could be done to remedy it.  I started investigating the diagnostic techniques and analyzing my ankle to the standards.

I first noticed that I had a major problem when my foot presented the "Too many toes" sign.  It is when you can see your smaller toes when looking at your ankle from behind. The tendon can become so weak that it allows the ankle bones to completely collapse inward on the arch.  This is a picture of my feet from behind.  If you compare my ankle to the illustration in this post, it is a match for hindfoot valgus and a flat foot deformity.




I had my follow-up appointment with my orthopedic surgeon, which was one of the most frustrating days of my life.  At this point, he had been treating me for over 5 months, and he literally threw his hands up in the air and said that he didn't know what to do.  He then referred me to a foot and ankle specialist.

November 2012-  I had my first appointment with a foot and ankle specialist at a Sports Medicine Orthopedic practice.  I absolutely LOVED this new doctor.  He tested my ankle in ways the general orthopedic surgeon had no idea how to do.  He provided extraordinary detail in what exactly was wrong with my foot and why all of this happened.  At this appointment, I failed the single limb heel raise test.  I could not go up on my toes on my left foot.  I was shocked!  

The doctor suggested that I get custom orthotics and see if that helped me any and that I come back and see him in a few weeks.  At the time, he wanted me to avoid surgery at all costs.  He said, "If it were me I would give up extreme exercise and do less strenuous activity like yoga and cardio classes at the gym."  I couldn't believe this man.  He is obviously not a runner.  He only suggested surgery if I couldn't do activities of daily living without pain.

Guess what?!?! Not long after the appointment with this doctor, my activities of daily living started to become impossible.  I could not walk more than 50 feet without pain or stand longer than 10 minutes.  Showers became the worst part of my days, and still are, because I can't have any type of orthotics or shoes on my feet in the shower.  I could no longer tolerate the standing it took to cook food, walking around campus, standing while waiting in lines, grocery shopping.  None of that.  I started to feel like my tendon was shredding with EVERY SINGLE STEP OF EVERY SINGLE DAY.  The active girl that was running 40 miles a week, was now completely sedentary!  Swimming and biking became increasingly difficult as well.  I couldn't survive longer than a 30 min workout of either, and I would have to recover for 2 days before even thinking about my next training session.

I did a lot of soul searching and I knew that I could not live like this for the rest of my life.  25 years old is too young to quit living an active life.  I knew that I had to start seriously looking in to having surgery.  I scheduled another appointment with my doctor.

December 2012-  I convinced my doctor that I needed to have the surgery.  He did his very best to try to make me back away from the ledge, but nothing he said made the realization of what my life has become and its future prognosis any better.  Not even the fear of the pain and the long recovery of the surgery is bad enough to continue living like this.  Based on my life timeline, it made the most sense to have the surgery in January.  As a last ditch effort, he prescribed more severe orthotics and had me try Mobic, an NSAID, anti-arthritic medication to see if I had any improvements.   Big surprise...it didn't work!

January 2013-  I ended up switching to another surgeon in the same Sports Medicine Practice a week before the surgery upon recommendation of my former doctor.  It has been a crazy shake-up, especially considering that I have only met the surgeon that is going to do the procedure 1 time.  The good news is that he is more experienced at flat foot reconstruction surgery and typically works with younger athletes.  

I have been poked and prodded and given all of my blood away to complete the pre-operation procedures.  I have also been preparing my apartment and my life for many months of crutches + splints/casts/boots/ankle braces.

My surgery is on Tuesday, January 15th, 2013.  I will not know the time of the surgery until tomorrow afternoon.

This post is long enough!!!! On my pre-surgery eve...tomorrow, I will detail the surgical procedures I am having.

Good night!


Wednesday, January 9, 2013

About Me

Hey Everyone!

Welcome to my blog.  I have scoured the internet for all the information I could find about PTTD when researching my injury, and it helped me greatly.  To give back, I started this blog to provide information to any current or future PTTD sufferers, especially for those that are active and want to return to activity after surgery.

When I started this blog (2013), I was a 25 year old female marathon runner and triathlete finishing up a PhD in Exercise Physiology.  Now, you can officially call me doctor and I'm a college professor, a swimmer, cyclist, triathlete, and occasional 5ker.

My story begins in April of 2012 when I hurt my ankle after running 2 half marathons and a full marathon in a 4 month span.  Crazy...I know!  For those of you that are also runners, you can understand how addictive racing can be.

I spent 8 months of my life between numerous doctors, crutches, two different boots, X-rays, MRIs, medications, and custom orthotics.  None of the non-surgical treatments worked for me, so here I am starting this blog with Stage 2 PTTD with a flat-foot deformity, 6 days away from full reconstructive surgery of my left ankle.

In my next post, I will explain exactly what PTTD is, and what procedures I am having done to correct my ankle.

:)